Beagle

It's been 8 years today.

There are days when I wake up, for a second I forget that you are gone...and then I remember.

There are days when I call Joshua's name and I almost call yours right behind it...and then I remember.

There are holidays and events where I do the 'kid count' and miscount a couple of times..and then I remember.

The remembering I have learned to deal with.

It's the forgetting that's hard.

I love you.

I miss you.

I'll see you when we get there.